Teacher strike, no pay, sick sad in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

The last day i worked was the 21st. I am off of work due to WV teachers strike. I am not even a teacher i am a school guard. I signed up for food stamps, unemployment and got a box of food from a church. Talan mom is going to pay the rent because we simply dont have it. I wish i was back to work. Bills are piling up..making me nervous.

I have a miserable cold.Been in bed most of the day. I try to get out of bed Talan makes me go back to bed saying i am whiny when i am sick. I wanted to clean the house and do laundry but he keeps shooing me back to bed. I want to feel better have my job back.

I am going to gynecologist tomorrow to get check see if i have endometriosis. I cant explain my over 14 days of menstrual cramps and mood swings. Pain pills dont work on pms pain. I sometime miss work due to pms. I hope they can make my pms bearable.

I am so sick all i want to do is sleep. I need to be better.