School shootings,weight loss, illness, flowers in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

Since the shootings that happened in Florida i asked my boss am i allowed to carry anything to help protect the kids. He said no. I was told if a person with a gun comes to door scream code red on radio so everyone can hide i have a choice of charging with intention of taking a weapon away with my bare hands or run. I asked if we could get some form of fighting training or something. Once again no. I grew irritated i asked him am i placed here $9.50 an hour to be a target? He told me pay for training out of my pocket learn defence in my spare time. I can barely pay enough gas to even make it to work. How can i afford training? I dont know what to do! I grew irritated wishing the world was safer. Wishing everyone in florida survived their ordeal.

I dont know where i want to work for this company much longer. I drive 33 minutes one way each day money is tight i was told if shooter happens use my ink pen or keys to protect myself. I havent been trained fighting since i did in college in 2009! I need a refresher course please. I feel like a target standing there.

I went from weighing 200 pounds to 188 pounds from February 4th-February 16 using low carb diet. The problem was i wasnt having enough fiber in my diet so February 14th i suffered an intestinal impaction. I tried using over the counter laxitive still nothing the hospital gave me medical grade it took over an hour to work but when it did i got bad sick! I will spare you the details.

I suggested to my fiance Talan i should quit the low carb diet. He told me no just he more careful with putting fiber in my diet. I decided to lose weight to help me keep up with the teenager i guard at a highschool. I am slow compared to them.

Talan decided to lose weight in the hopes his health improves. A lot of his medical issues relate with his 414 pound weight causing strain on his body. Doctor said Talan cant have lap band till he loses a large portion of body weight. He has edema, leg pains flat feet. They said they cant even properly check his heart until he loses weight. I hope he loses weight for his health.

I have 4 flower boxes around my mobile home. Some of these are empty a few have some small shrubs and chicken and hens. I am know i want to plant wild flowers in the empty ones to attract hummingbirds and butterflies. I have never planted flowers before because dad only allowed edible plants on the his property. He saw flowers as useless i have moved and want flowers. I am testing wild flowers in my boxes because i heard they are low maintenance. Chicken and hens can be neglected they thrive well by being left alone. Does anyone know when to plant wild flowers? Is March a good time? I am clueless. Time to research. I got 100 cubic feet. I bought it from the Dollar Tree. If the plants grow yay pretty plants if not birds have yummy seeds! I think wild flowers will be pretty planted by the trailer.

When it gets warmer i want to paint my back door and maybe buy some cheap lawn chairs. I think tiki torches are against my contract and i will need to find a better way to keep mosquitoes away. Another thing to research. Who knew owning a trailer but renting a lot costs so much energy and time.

During summer while kids are out i plan to find another job because my guard job i can only do during school season. I am thinking putting an application at Rural King see if i can work there during summer. I have retail experience i am good with registers.

I have missed this diary i have a lot on my mind. Needed a place to express myself. Thanks for fixing it. Bye!