30 years old in Elm
- Feb. 6, 2018, 5:06 p.m.
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I have all these dreams
And goals
But feel so lost
In all the surviving and trauma
At 30 years old
Just always hoping praying
Just so caught up in coping
I try so hard to stay away from the bad
But it always seems to find me
I dont want to go back
I just want to be alone
Fuck it all
Fuck them all
I just got to keep it all in
Because the moment i pour it all out
They are all gone
My feelings dont matter
My problems will always be someone elses problems
And my fault
How thats for salt?
It burns
And i yearn
But what the fuck can i do?
I am not lost
I am found
But they forgot about me
They dont want to find me
Or remind me
That i matter
That i am actually here
That i am human
And i breathe
I look at others and they seem lost in this fantasy world
Where i am stuck in this ugly fucking reality
Cant seem to escape
Because i always come back
Worse than before.
Last updated March 13, 2019
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