reason i didn't leave. *Cop./Detain. thing. in 2017. got it.

Honestly. The reason the main, reason I didn’t leave the cop situation last night. was bc. I was afraid of being raped or having them force me into the guy’s car and.......ya know?

Also. the other reason is. arrest. [which btw didn’t happen.]. that had never happened to me before and i didn’t want it to get worse. [right like guessing my having been unlawfully detained is great? no.].

even if they hadn’t been cops. i’m a small woman. and even........any woman, w/ 2 random guys. They stood in my way so I wouldn’t leave untill the lady got there. [ok so i didn’t start, to leave either. but the fear of rape is why.].

I didn’t. entirely believe that I was free to leave. w/o fear of something happening. I wasn’t impolite to them but. don’t trap me like that I don’t like that.

I think. that, at times. unfortunately. Some a lot of cops do indirectly use their authority. to get. what they want. [i didn’t say ‘all’ i’m not generalising here.].

I didn’t tell them everything and maybe it’s good I didn’t. maybe i’m better off not having done so.