best ex. in 2017. got it.

this is from yesterday:

so the ex i mentioned the one in the northeast. we’ve been emailing back forth. um. ......... ............ and he’s ‘i’m sorry you’re going through this. you’re a strong person you will get through this’.

oh wow. he’s. yeah. sometimes we don’t need the whole world to care. just that one person. and right now. he is that one person. Pat’s brother..........well when i’d mentioned my depression had.gotten worse I sure didn’t feel like I was welcome to come to him w/ the news of the concussion after the way he responded. he wasn’t mean exactly but he wasn’t all that nice about it either. ‘well if you go i’ll follow’. great. so now i’m supposed to stay here just bc someone else will feel bad if i don’t. thanks. that’s.........that’s not the way to respond when someone says their depression’s gotten worse. I don’t like being guilt tripped. I hope. I’ve never done that to anyone when it comes to ‘their’, depression. Like look I already feel bad. [i have depression of course i feel bad.]. < no but that’s my point.

and, ya know. w/ Pat’s brother. it’s not really his choice....... now again. [and well obviously] i’m still here. but um that was just...........

but yeah. my ex in the northeast. his response. wow............

‘the ex/guy from the northeast’ being jacob.