General me stuff in case you are new to me. :) just cause. in other first

So, for those of you who have never read me.
I’m 37 and married. I often find myself looking for someone to flirt with but would never leave or cheat on Rocky. We have been together for something like 10 years now but were only married as of April of last year....even though I protested due to a previous marriage that did not go so well.

I am the middle child in a family of 3 and my parents stayed together until long after I moved out and on with life. My brother and dad live together 45 mins away. Rocky and I had lived with them for 5 years and his mother for some time before that. My mother lives about 20 mins from my brother and she has my nephew. My younger sister was in a horrible accident when she was 17 and is currently in a group home doing well. Doing better than she ever has actually.

I work at Nissan making the battery for the Nissan Leaf. I generally like my job and have worked in enough factories to know this is one of the better ones.

I generally feel I lead a boring life. Day in day out stuff.... but then the abnormal piles up. My sister has slept with my mothers boyfriend, one of my best friends at work cheated on his wife, one of the guys at worked kissed me while drunk at a gathering.

I go mute for long periods of time because I really feel like nothing is happening .... nothing is interesting.... nothing is worth the 15 mins to hash out. Then my brain gets filled with things I want feedback on from complete strangers. Things that of course are unimportant in the grande scheme and so they wait. It seems like when I do come on I have 3-4 entries getting it all out over the course of a few days and them I’m back to quiet. I don’t really have any readers because of this (Aside from 2 that I hope will still have me on their red lists).

I spend large amounts of time on the internet doing little to nothing but have found piece work at Amazon Mechanical Turk (not worth it though). I want to find a way to make enough to pay off the student loans (Associates in accounting) and maybe be enough that I could quit factory work all together. However, I will refuse overtime at work whenever it’s offered as an option. I do occasionally look into things like Uber..... and generally fail at attempts to actually do them.

I tend to have excessive uses of ellipsis and occasional bad spelling/ grammar. Sometimes, when I have time, I will look words up that I spell wrong as I type but most of the time I reword the way I say something in order to avoid the word all together. A great example is when I text someone about tommorrow ....... that’s one of THOSE words.... seems no matter how I spell it the spelling is wrong.... so I tend to say whatever the day is instead.

I am the housekeeper in my home. Not because I want to be.... and Rocky will help if he needs to just that I like things cleaner and more orderly than he does. My tolerance level for stuff laying around is much lower than his. I’m okay with that most days.

Our financial arrangements are functional and satisfactory though honestly I think he cuts himself short far too often. I feel that he did not leave himself any MAD money when we sat down and made a budget.

I think that’s about it in general knowledge. From here on out prepare to be bored.... maybe.