well i have always liked circuses. *Con. in 2017. got it.

well i have always liked circuses. circi? and i’m talkin about the old fashioned kind. The kind w/ sideshows. and animals. and all the different acts. the kind in ‘water for elephants’ ya know. it seemed like in the old fashioned kind. nothing was ever too much. no one was ever too big or too small or too........weird looking. no in fact. they picked acts for sideshows bc they were. weird looking. different looking. take john merrick for example. the elephant man. or the pinhead/s. or the conjoined twins. or.......and so on.

john merrick. i’m not sure why but ever since i learned about him. for some reason he seems like someone i’d want to know. he was before my time.

w/ all the different acts. in circuses. It was so. blatant. like it was really physically obvious. there were. acrobats and um. jugglers and animal people. ya know? all these different things that made up this. thing this event. god............so. diverse.

apparently. and i’m not sure. if he had all his life or if it was something that developed over time. My great uncle loved the circus.

i don’t remember. when i didn’t, like the old fashioned kind of circuses.

also. i love elephants. and cats. Cats the big ones those dudes are vicious. They’re predators not prey. elephants. can be like that too. ya know it’s funny: for such big animals. they’re actually not meant, to be ridden. like. there’s some delicacy there some vulnerability. and people some wouldn’t think. there would be.

The people, in those circuses. they found their kind. there’s a reason. AHS: freak show is one of my faves. [well and the colors.].

ya know. What’s so interesting. is david bowie who might be thought of as a different looking being in modern society. was in the movie ‘the elephant man’.

and yes. i did recently see the movie ‘greatest showman’. and and i thought it very cool. the music was good. [it made me cry so yeah.].