Things... in New Beginnings.....

Well this is it, my new start. Its so weird to think OD is going away. For YEARS when my head was full of things I couldn't tell others, that's where I ran! I guess prosebox will be the place now and for that I am thankful! I found most of my OD friends too which makes me happy. I have read/known some of them for a long time I'd hate to loose that. As weird as it seems to think of people you don't technically know as friends, they are! I've been back and forth on whether or not I should down load my diary. Then I remembered when OD got hacked a million years ago and I lost all those entries.. I still wish I had downloaded them so I guess that's my answer. I am going to try and save it tonight. My punky has been sick. The only way I can explain it is like kennel cough. Since she started at the mass day care center she's been sick; coughing, runny nose, ect.. She had a fever last week and I feared it was the flu. Thankfully it wasn't. BUT things at work are still wonky and I am suppose to be on the insurance on the first. Pretty sure that isn't going to happen? I really feel I need to take her to a doctor, I am wondering if like me she has allergies and that's why she can't kick this cough? This single mom thing is hard! I didn't think it would be easy but didn't realize it'd be this hard either. I stayed home with her on Monday but I am hourly at work and Tuesday she probably should have stayed home again and I HAD to go to work. I felt so BAD leaving her there. Ugh the guilt. She of course was fine but it sucked. Anyway.... my refi went through! I'll be saving $220 a month, which is great! I'm ready to get this house in order. Need to paint and buy a couple more pieces of furniture and get my back yard oasis going!!