Passenger in Current Events

Everything is going right on all fronts. I’m finally running my own store at work. I’ve bounced back from Christmas in record timing. My physical health has never been better. My relationship with my family is awesome. I have been super busy reconnecting with all my friends. I suspect that one is going to ask me to be her maid of honor this Friday. I am not hopeless and I am not helpless anymore. I realized that I have the power to change every situation in my life. The thoughts that used to hurt me don’t get to me anymore because I am breaking through all my anxieties. All my tiny fears. I still hesitate but I push through and do what I got to do to take care of things.
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Today however, I can feel my depression seeping through. I worked out like I’ve never worked out before. I cleaned, I meal prepped and I took car of everything. I was even excited about my plans tonight. I refuse to let it wash over me. It’s always alarming when I remember that I have this passenger with me. I hate this bitch so much and I got to keep myself 5 steps ahead. I’m going to meditate before I get ready to head out.
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Bless up everybody