Blue. in Chapter 2 : The Elle Era

So, I’m feeling a lil blue today, in fact, scrap that, I’m feeling downright down and depressed. I feel like I wanna cut. I don’t why. It’s quite scary to feel like this and not know why. and to be alone, I know I should phone someone to come sit with me,but I think, realistically, I’ll just go to sleep and maybe when I wake up I’ll feel a bit better. I doubt it though.

I haven’t weighed myself yet, I don’t really want to. I’m a bit nervous in case I haven’t lost anything, or worse I’ve gained. Today is my Mother In Law’s birthday and tonight we’re going out, so guess who it will be that picks the In Laws up? No not the S.I.L. but us…as usual, just because w live round the corner instead of down the road. God forbid the obligations are shared out between us all.

Last updated January 14, 2018