Eating disorder mysterious medical reason in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

After my dad heart surgery when i was 13 he quit smoking quit eating red meat. For years all we ate was boiled chicken and baked potatoes. I remember bargaining with my mom if i raise my grades can i please have a hamburger? I remember years in my 20s in college i tried to eat meat started growing ill from mixed meats and greasy foods.

All the guys i dated complained. They would try to take me to a new restaurants. I would get sick to my stomach diarrhea. After eating there i am sick for days. I sometimes in my past brought my own food in to eat so my bf at the time could eat Chinese food. I got dirty looks but i didnt care. I got sick not them!

Today i wanted Talan to go to the grocery store with me. He rather play his Xbox. He bought pizza i tried to eat only to get a gastric attack. Heartburn,burning stomach ache i spent half day on the toilet crying because diarrhea wouldnt give me a break. Hours later and a few naps i woke up Talan still playing his xbox. He finally got sick after hours of illness for me.

Some doctors think i have ulcers others say i have acid reflux and IBS. One thing for sure i have no insurance to help me deal with my situation. I am tired all the time and defeated.

The kids go to school 2 days this week then have time for thanksgiving. I bought some laxitive for the days i have off. I hope cleaning the toxins out of my system might make my life bearable. I am still fighting trying to figure out a way to get insurance.

My stomach still feels like there is a blow torch on it. I need to sleep i have bus duty in the morning need to guard the school. I just wish i will get better.

I just want for once want to eat without an intestinal stomach flare up. What am i doing wrong?