eggs. and birds er feathers. so apparently that doesn't get to be acknowledged. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

that’s. that’s great. really just.

yeah so apparently. The fact that I’m that comfortable w/ valerie. comfortable enough to bring up issues i have w/ her. i won’t do that w/ most people. anyway that. apparently doesn’t get to be acknowledged by her. and i need it to be. See I’m someone who needs constant validation. for like feelings and stuff. it’s not enough for me to have acknowledged something myself. this is the reason i self-validate a lot if that’s even a thing. is cause i’m too impatient to wait for others to do so.
um.
so. i’m a pessimist. and a cynic. there’s that joke about which weighs more a lb. of feathers or a lb. of eggs. people don’t focus on the fact that they’re each a lb. like regardless of what it is the weight’s the same.
well not for me. the eggs are the not so good things. the depression the ptsd the rapes. the not being acknowledged. the. w/e it may be. so the eggs actually um tip the scale. whereas for some people it’s the feathers. are there some people out there to where it’s just equal? no i’m asking.