you make it real for me. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

in the words of james morrison. not to be confused w/ jim morrison of the doors. no, james morrison. the blues singer.
but anyway.

idinno. seeing the paw print was just. so fukin real ya know? [or maybe you don’t.know.]. and i don’t want to be. i keep waiting for the day when i’ll get the phone call from my mom that’s.oh yeah it didn’t happen.

i know it’ll be less new eventually but i don’t know when that eventually is.will be. how long did it take w/ Pat? god i don’t know. it’s less real i mean it’s been a little over 4.5 yrs. since Pat. um yeah. but i still think of him every godamned day. and i’m not being figure-tive here no i really do.