loss best for him immortal no pets. existance nude hands collie house. Follow 0 in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

so. it’s weird. we knew it was coming that. my mom’s dog would [his name’s stevie by the way] go to. the great doghouse in the sk sky eventually i just didn’t know that eventually would come so soon. there was nothing actually wrong, w/ him he was just old. yesterday/sun. he was having organ.........uh problems organ issues. so. it was the best thing for him though not for us, obviously. cause if the vet hadn’t come and..........yeah it just would’ve gotten worse for stevie. [or as i sometimes call him mr. stevie.]. it sounds weird to say that it was a preventative measure a proactive measure only for that preventative measure..........to end up.........w/............

this is the exact reason i don’t want pets. bc of this. if pets were immortal maybe i would but would it really be better for them? maybe not. if they have organ issues or w/e then maybe not.

it really has one thinking about one’s own theology.

it feels like a loss. which well it is. no but like when someone misplaces their phone or keys or w/e that nude feeling? yeah that. like oh this is weird. something’s missing. er rather someone’s, missing. oh...........

i’m so used to petting him that my hands aren’t quite sure what to do w/ themselves.

my mom. well she had a collie growing up. actually the collie came from a house down the st. well my mom’s dog mr. stevie. on his walks he’d go and sniff around for apples there. [he’s also part collie we think.].

oh stevie...........he was a true prince. [interestingly ‘stephen’ means ‘crown’. but no his given name is ‘stevie’.].