The past is in the past in Be careful what you think because your thought control your life

So.. last night I went to hotel where Chris was staying here in town. I don’t know if I mentioned that he was moving here, he moved here over he weekend.

On the 10 mins drive there I was NERVOUS I mean this is one of my best friends of 22 years! I shouldn’t be nervous BUT because we both are single.... I knew he loves me, always have and always will too.

I text him letting him know I had just parked and he gave me his room number so I went up…

He stood by the elevator and scared the shit out of me when the elevator door opened. Lol. Startled me big time. He opened his door and the first thing he said “ you look stunning” I was in my Tee and jeans. ( I was thinking. Load of BS) but thanked him anyway.

We hugged a long time. His body was solid. Remember he’s in military, so he have muscles. Then we talked and talked. About everything. He told me that the past stays in the past. He doesn’t care what happened with Ryan. He knows I will tell him if I need to but he said his feelings never changed and will not change.

Lexi called me, so I answered. She asked me where I went chris gleefully want to say hi ( I thought was super weird) so I turn my phone to him and Lexi was beyond shocked that Chris is here.... yes excited girl right there.

After the phone call we decide to watch a movie. We cuddled and watched the movie the. He lend in and kissed me I pulled away and told him to save it for next time. Because by then it was getting late and I was suppose to be home by 8:30 and it was already 8:30 :(

He said ok. He walked me down and out to my car and then kissed me again and 10 minutes after I left. I got an text “ please come back” lol

We chatted till 3am(?). And he told me that he had the movie on mute and read CC with me. Said it’s for him so he get to experience an glimpse of my daily life. Oddly he enjoyed it. 😱😱 he also said “I want you to know that your perfect in my eyes and signing is important to me”.

All of my friends are aww’ings and woo’ings 🙄🙄.

He’s a romantic freak and I LOVE it lol

We are going to dinner tonight so let’s see how it goes. Fingers crossed lol

Last updated October 02, 2017