that night. from april 1st. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

‘’so lately. I’ve been thinking about that night the night I almost.wasn’t here. well actually I wasn’t here or I was in a c*ma. or w/e the hell happened i’m not really sure since I wasn’t all there and also like.i don’t fully remember. So well I did something stupid. It’s not the d drinking that killed me although the 2 cups of wine I had certainly didn’t help. well not the drinking in and of of itself not the drinking by…by itself. And I don’t even think it’s the anorexia although that didn’t help either. No it was the OD. yeah I remember getting sick as I call it tmi sick. So I mean. Of course I was dizzy the next day given I lost electrolytes from, hettin getting getting tmi sick. And electrolytes make the hear work so.....yeah.’.