Wednesday in New Diary

I am up. Tuesday didn’t go very well. I made it over to the Social Security office. I didn’t get what I needed for recertification. The lady at the desk said she will mail it to me. In order to get it now I needed a valid email address and a cell phone. I said I don’t have a cell phone. Well I couldn’t get it then. Now I will worry about not getting it in time for recertification. She said I should get it in the mail by Friday. I don’t believe her. Why couldn’t I just pick it up at the office like I do every year?

Chocolatechip went with me. One good thing was we didn’t have long to wait. They were not busy. After I was done we went outside. Social security office is up at the mall. They have a theater there. I kept looking at the theater sign. They are showing Stephen King’s it. I was wishing I had a car and could go over there and see the movie. I would love to see that movie since I read the book We didn’t have long to wait before the van driver came.

I got home at 10. Chocolatechip came up and we had a cigar. We got were talking for a while. She had to leave and I sat by the computer to diffuse from my outing. One thing Chocolatechip did say was that the van driver could take us to Wal Mart this afternoon. I said good. I wanted to get some groceries.

I didn’t do too much Despite taking an anxiety pill my anxiety was high. I kept thinking about recertification and not getting all the things I need I wasted my time playing computer games.

Well one o’clock came. I picked up my cigarettes and went outside. The van driver was already out there. We headed up to Wal Mart. I was going to by fifteen Homestyle bakes and two cases of pop. They didn’t not have what I wanted to buy. I picked up the two cases of pop.
Chocolatechip bought two subs for dinner. We go to the cash register. I reached in my pocket for my wallet OH shit. I do not have my wallet. Chocolatechip had enough to pay for one case and I can pay her back.

I was already anxious in Wal Mart. I was a basket case waiting for the van driver. I had my wallet out at Social Security. I kept thinking I left it over there. I could not remember putting it on my kitchen table like I always do. Chocolatechip asked me what all I had in it. I said everything. If it is over in Steubenville I am screwed. I could not wait to get home and find my wallet.

The van driver came. We stopped at the post office. Chocolatechip wanted to get some stamps. Then she dropped us off. When I got home I saw my wallet right where it is supposed to be Thank God I found my wallet.

Then I get a phone call. It was from Healthways. My old case manager is back. She is going to be my case manager again. I was glad to hear from her. We scheduled a home visit for Friday at 4.

Well we had subs for dinner. We watched t he news Chocolatechip left for home at 6 We chatted for a while and then she had to go to bed. I wasn’t too far behind her.