Why in meh...

Why can’t my daughter control her mouth?
Why is my neighbor holding a grudge from a year ago?

I am feeling all the anxiety in the world right now. I’m not an arguer. I am passive but that’s only because I like to keep the peace and heaven forgive those that don’t let that happen.

Went to bed feeling it.
Waking up feeling it, hence me here.

Last year, my daughter stayed with me briefly. She and my neighbor butted heads and she couldn’t stay. She couldn’t anyway, but I was trying to keep her under the radar but he got a wild hair up his ass and that was that.

No one in my house has said a red word to him since. Being the petty little effer that he is, he looks at my daughter, says stuff when she walks by under his breath.

Last night she came to get the kids. As they were leaving, neighbor walked up the way. He didn’thave to wait until she walked by he could have stepped to the side and walked up to the stoop and up the other side to his door. Instead he chose to stand there and stare at my daughter. She popped off at him and it went from 0 to 10 in 0 to 60.

He threatened to call his relatives to fight her. I’m just standing there because she can hold her own. I’m telling her to go home telling him to chill out all the while wanting to push him off the stoop and he still talking shit. Lots of things that have consequences I can’t afford to pay. I’m thinking that something recently took place to make him this level of angry and it was all because of shit from last year. Then he proceeds to get on the phone afterwards and call somebody to tell them what happened.

On my last loud music complaint, I told her he was petty.

My daughter can’t live with me, so she has to work. I am her support system and I have a right to watch my grandkids at my place. No one in my house speaks to him. Until last night.

Uugghh…