Thursday Morning Part 2 in New Diary

My worker reported off sick today. I have been spending the extra time reading and browsing books. I would love to be able to buy one more book. It is only $3.99 but I dare not put any more charges on my credit card. I owe $341.72 which I will pay off tomorrow. I got I sm buying groceries tomorrow and will wait to see what my bill will be before buying any more books.

I have been looking at four or five books I would like to get. I keep asking myself do I really need these books. The answer is no. I have plenty of books to read I bought five books in July and six in August. I haven’t so much as looked at these new books. I keep reminding myself the difference between wants and needs. I want to buy more books but I do not really need them. Perhaps if I keep telling myself this it will sink into my stupid head.

I am doing good this morning. I am not worried about tomorrow. I will be fine. was looking at my cigarette supply I have three cartons of Deans. It might be close but I might have enough to last for September. I sure as heck to not know how I am going to get to Gumby’s for smokes. If Kelly can’t take me down there anymore I do not know how I am going to get my smokes. I then it would be a good time to quit.

I have been going over my budget for next month. I should be ok. After Comcast and rent I should have $358.25 available. Groceries will come to about $160 so I should have $200 something left. Of course I will have to use my credit card but I was thinking if I only use it for necessities the bill might not be so high. in October. I say that to myself every time and each month I end up with a high credit card bil. Maybe this time it will be different.

Well like I always say life is good. I am doing good this morning