"LOVE IN SILENCE" in "RESTLESS: POETICALLY-SPEAKING"

She hates to love in silence
like doing the solo dance
It’s just her and her own shadow
another lonely day and night to go

Oh, how to tell you so?
She still doesn’t know
This role is too damn familiar
just like her every mental scar

Reality is bleak
Her chances might be weak
Why do these feelings have to exist
Why does she have to go through this?

She still loves silently,
once again a mythical fairy
She knows this won’t last
yet she hopes the agony to end fast

She’s still waiting for that grim possibility
that one day, you too shall leave
Then once again, she’ll lock her door with a stronger bolt
a guardian in her own isolated castle…

R.

(Jakarta, 30/7/2017 - 6:30 pm)