Tuesday Morning in New Diary

Well I am up. I got kind of depressed yesterday afternoon. I was feeling like shit. I don’t know what brought this on. I wasn’t thinking about any particular thing. My mood was fairly stable in the morning. It just dropped, My case manager called me. She asked how I was doing. I said Saturday was very bad. Said I was very depressed. She asked about coping skills. I said I listen to music. She said getting out and getting some fresh air helps. I said I don’t wanbt t o leave my apartment. She said that I had a therapy appointment on Tuesday. at one. She will be picking me up at 12:45 I thanked her for calling and she said goodbye

I had a good morning,. My worker came. She was talking about her weekend,. I asked about the Gay pride parade at Wheeling. She said they had a good time. There was a lot of people down there. She said her boyfriend and her son went down there, She said she went swimming Saturday. She got a summer pass at this pool. I think he said she went Sunday. Then she talked about seeing her white witch. She said this witch was a nice lady. For five dollars she did a Tarot reading. I don’t think she cast any spells.

She asked ab out my weekend. I said I didn’t leave my apartment. I told her I did some reading. Then I was saying I can’t remember the last time I been out., We were talking about the time she took me to Tudors. She said that was last Monday. I haven’t been out of my apartment at all. She asked if Chocolatechip and I were talking. I said no I didn’t tell her about the time Chocolatechip came up to use my computer Sunday,. Even then we didn’t have much to say to each other.

Kelly did a good job in cleaning m y apartment. I was hoping she would get a Ron Biscuit from Tudors. I was kind of hungry. She didn’t offer and I didn’t ask. I didn’t have anything to eat until suppertime. I heated up another tv dinner That was enough to fill me up ,

I did some reading yesterday. I am a little bit half way through my book Revolutionary Summer. I read for a couple hours after Kelly left. Then I couldn’t concentrate on it. I put the Nook down turned on the tv. I played quit a few chess games yesterday afternoon,.

Well this is the first day of July. I can’t wait till I get my social security check on the 3rd. I plan on going to the bank and Wal Mart. I can’t wait to get my Comcast Bill paid and then my credit card bill paid off and my rent. I will be past broke on the 3rd but I will have everything paid off. Then I will start all over again next month

Well life is good. I’ll be back later and talk about my therapy appointment.