Bye New Daddy in meh...

Yeah. I think I’m done with the hurry up and wait.

Not even hurry up and wait. It’s stop and go. New Daddy. I gave him space. I didn’t reach out for a while. I reach out before deciding to leave him alone and he responded. We have had nice conversations but…We made plans to make plans. He shaved, got his hair braided. We were supposed to get together. Pretty much had my day clear and then I didn’t hear from him. So that was Saturday.

He doesn’t have a car. I was willing to bypass that even though I stand on the fact that one of us has to have a car. Because the whole bus dating thing, I’m not 15 anymore. LOL

slight pause

So in the midst of typing this, he sent me a message. He’s at the hospital where my grandbaby was born and my dad was diagnosed with his artery blockage. He has a herniated disc again and his prostate was slightly enlarged. HE CAN’T EVEN GET IT UP IF I WANTED TO GIVE IT TO HIM!!! Not that enlarged prostate automatically means he can’t but I know that’s an issue. ::smdh::

If I continue with this, it’s only because I’m bored and I have this sick fascination about how far down rabbit holes go. I mean, what else do I have going on? Exactly. Not a damn thing. Might as well amuse myself.

This is what it has come to.

Dah well…eff it.

Hope your world is wonderful.

Kindest regards,
Sister

P.S. He just basically said he really likes my sense of humor and he can’t wait to meet me. I told him he had to get off the church sick and shut in list first. LOL