Dec. 29th. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

'ok so Xmas stupid effing Xmas made Karma cry 2x..........grr.......hate seeing her cry. mother yelled. usual. lots of mind stuff..........er stuff on my mind............angry w/ friend not her fault but shes wonderful and luv her 2......like her, 2 ways..........distance = non commitance........miss having that, the kind of friendship where youre so comfortable with the other person..........had that with alex...........grr alex................suicide comes to mind shrinking pain razor kinves stinging blood..............wanting to cut...........was too tired last night..........enought about that.........who to tell...........its me

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