Child Support. in Since OD is shutting down....

OK so I’ve been thinking about the child support situation and talked to my friend about it. He never signed any papers except one at the hospital with his name, address, and his social security number. He has continued saying he’ll sign the paternity affidavit but I know he’s not going to because for him, all of this is about him having control, attention, and playing a sick game.

I’d like to try and arrange for us to get it done but I know that even if I did, he would find some excuse for it to not happen just like when I was in the hospital and he never came back to do it. I called the child support office earlier and they said they’ll send me the paperwork to get things started. I’ll just have to get things done that way because he’s not going to cooperate.

I just wish he wasn’t so mentally fucked up because things would not be the way they are. I’m still really hurt over him threatening to kill me, sending the sex tape and the fact that he’s continued to be nothing more than a damn headache. He’s done absolutely nothing for his child and I know he’s never going to even once he’s supposed to pay child support. I know that his drinking issues, the way he was raised, and him not getting his way affects everything but I shouldn’t have to suffer and neither should his child. I think it’s ridiculous that he was man enough to come to the hospital for her birth but wasn’t man enough to sign papers stating he’s her Dad.

I’m honestly scared of him and what he’s capable of. I know that he’s a very crazy, scary person and I just hope that we aren’t going to be around each other again unless it’s just about our child and there’s plenty of witnesses. I know that he would hurt me if he got the chance. He even admitted to being arrested for domestic violence and I know it’s in my best interest to not be anywhere near him.

He still doesn’t care about anything other than dressing up like comic book characters, playing video games and still has no stability at all. He doesn’t have a car, lives with his Mom, and doesn’t have a job. It’s still impossible to have a normal conversation with him because he can’t stay focused and is still playing the victim card.

Anyways, baby is sleeping so I’m going to try and nap.