"She Shrugged Again..." in meh...

Because I’m always shrugging. I try to understand people, but ultimately can’t. ::shrugs::

I was going to write about something else, but just came from Facebook (makes vomit noises) and a friend wrote a passage of scripture. I don’t know if she was reading out of context and was mocking what was there or she was trying once again to make her case about the existence of anything spiritual. I just wonder why people feel the incessant need to mock things that other people believe in. ::shrugs::. Whatever

Anyway, my state tax refund made an appearance and apparently I made a boo-boo and my refund was increased by a nice few dollars. I went and deposited it after work yesterday because my bank is in a Wal-Mart and is open until 7. My friend/former supervisor who goes home that way dropped me off and it all worked out just fine. Put the money in my account and put me back in the black. I was a bit relieved. My journey home was not horrible. It was as if I had gone home, changed clothes and went to the store and caught that one bus where the driver calls me “the fastest shopper on earth.” LOL I got off near the mall, walked down the street to Taco Bell to appease son for dinner. I then walked across the street with no issue and saw the bus I’d be catching come from the opposite way. When other people gathered at my stop, I knew the bus would be coming back soon.

Got home and was able to just chill. It’s been a long time since I’d done that. No rushing to cook, no rushing to eat. If I had a car, I’d have been out somewhere for real. I sat around and actually relaxed before walking to my daughter’s place. I was giving her a stamp. Which reminds me to mail these letters. I visited with Bubby Sr. He grabs me around my legs, “Gaddah. I want to come to your house. Precious thing he is. I love him so much. At least he didn’t cry this time when I said that I was leaving. He did ask if they could “house sit” while I was at work. I think he just wants to be nearer to his toys and familiar surroundings of “home.” I’m planningon getting him a toddler bed for my room so he can have somewhere else to sleep. His little brother is getting fat. I love little chunky babies. He’s not so much chunky, but he is big and you can tell. He’s getting heavy. He’s is a little over 8lbs now. He was 7lbs 4oz at birth. I love how he just looks and takes everything in. He gets fussy and I bounce him a bit and sing a song to him and he has this look on his face like “WTF am I in the middle of here?” LOL he is so adorable.

Son’s seasonal temporary gig seems to be lasting a bit longer. This is good. He needs this. He’s got this experience now and I’m glad for him. He got a taste of what it’s like to do what he wants to do. His only “bill” is his phone. Live and love this life while you can bub. The game changes when you have to pay rent and other Bills.

So with that being said…I have nothing to rant about for a change. I mean there is plenty going on in this world, but there’s always something going on. I’m choosing not to focus on how people irk my soul. “Waste-free…like, what does that even mean??” And she was serious too! LOL

I had a dream about my kids father and he got on my nerves so bad that I woke up grumpy yesterday. I recognized that and I had a good freaking laugh about it. I told my daughter about it and she was cracking up. LOL It was possibly in conjunction with my subconscious knowing that he made the typical half a child support payment.

I’ve been thinking about whether or not to get my phone back on or give the money to my daughter. Not that I don’t need it or my phone back on. I do need my phone for job seeking purposes, but she is still not working. ::shrugs:: Dah well…

I used some of that energy to half ass clean my living room. LOL

My birthday was pretty cool. I played video games in a bar setting. I got a little twisted. Spent time with the bestie and my cousin. Friday…Did I do anything Friday? I may have and I can’t remember. LOL Saturday was a bust thanks to my son. Sunday I went to watch a live recording session with two bands. RJ had to leave for her gig at the roller rink and my cousin and I went to get Thai food. Had a great conversation about some of everything. This is the one that I was talking about was the activist that took herself off the front line after she got arrested that one time. She’s still boisterous, but she’s always been and always will be. LOL She get it from her momma…lol

Anyway, my son bought me two skillets. One was a flat griddle skillet which I have been on my pancake and grilled cheese game with and a regular skillet. I think those were more for him so he wouldn’t have to use the cast iron. That became my only skillet when I gave the other stuff to my daughter.

Well that’s all the stuff for me to report. The weather has been beautiful all has been okay. I’m cool.

Hope all is well or will be well in your respective worlds.

Kindest regards,
Sister