Wednesday Morning Part 2 in New Diary

Well I am bsack. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about my last entry. I mentioned that my worker offered to take me to Tudors on the 3rd and pay for breakfast. I said that would be nice. I’ve been thinking about that. Perhaps I spoke too sooon. I got to thinking that is this a date type of thing. If it is then I don’t think it is a good idea. I don’t want to get involve with anyone else. Think I will ask her about this part.

I really do not like to leave my apartment. I wouldn’t go out on the 3rd except I need to do some banking and take care of business. The more I think about it the more I think I should stick with my case manager. But this will be the last time the case manager can take me and I will have t o make other arrangements on the 3d. I thought of my worker being able to do that take me to the bank and grocery shopping. But if she wants to take me out for breakfast hen that is another thing. I’m not sure that would be a good idea.

I don’t want to get involved with anyone else. I still love my ex gf. I will always love her. I get lonesome all the time. I thought it would be nice to go out with someone at least give it a try. But the more I think about it this is not a good idea. I want to keep this relationship I have with my worker on a professional basis. My heart will always lie elsewhere.

I don’t know will have to think about this one