Bad Day in My Fucking Feelings

It was a bad day today. Woke up angry and discouraged. My writing career isn’t going well and I can’t get motivated to get anything done.

Forgot my rosary today.

A good friend who is like a brother to me was theatening suicide all night. Im worried he might still do it. Im scared I got my last hug from him tonight.

Tried to sing kaeroke but I can only sing when Im drunk and I had to drive so I couldnt drink.

Got accused of being pregnant. Sure seems like my body wants to be. Wierd food cravings have me packing on some extra weight. Moodswings too. Crying and being angry for almost no reason. A few strange dreams.

I really missed my old friend J today. Wished he was there to comfort me while I cried.

Last updated May 24, 2017