Hugs and Cuddles in My Fucking Feelings

I want hugs! All the hugs! Not only am I gonna hug you but also your girlfriend and your girlfriend’s girlfriend and also maybe your dog. Why? Because I require oxytocin. Also I love hugs. And if I happen to get one of thoae way too long hugs with backrubs and head kisses included I will soak that shit up. Doesn’t mean I’m attatched to you. I just let you do it because I enjoy physical contact with other humans. At the moment… I need hugs.

Giving up sex wasn’t as difficult as I thought it would be. I’m craving cuddles more than sex. I miss holding hands and sitting on someone’s lap. I miss burying my face in someone’s neck and resting my head on their chest or ahoulder. I miss having big strong arms around me. I miss someone smiling at me all big with that sparkle in their eye. I miss someone holding me like they own me. But I can do without sex. I want me a cuddly guy.

Anytime I find someone to cuddle with casually, they are expecting it to lead to more, and that’s very fruatrating and dissappinting too. Starting to wish I lived in one of those societies where everyone cuddles and kisses and hugs everyone else. When I get a new job I’m totally buying myself a huge Teddy Bear.