The Behaviors of Ghosts in Maniacs, Prophecy, and Old Friends

Well, the last diary site I used was deleting parts of entries and allowed very little customization so I’ve downloaded what I could save and I’m starting fresh here.

It’s important to me to keep my thoughts written down. Obviously the holy spirit is at work here, but as someone with a history of mental illness, it is important that I carefully consider which parts of this mess may be dellusions and which are actually divine.

It is a grave sin to speak falsely in the name of God. So herein you will find suppositions. I few certainties, but mostly possibilities. I try to find as much actual evidence as possible to prove the things I’ve experienced. For instance, it is proof enough for me that my son has also been talking to your mom that he was able to describe her and point out you. Perhaps she was trying to prove to me that she is real. The question remains though: she has told me to do things that appear to be immoral, sinful, and covetous. She has also given me proof she is in heaven. How can the two things be reconciled? Can a ghost who is in constant communion with God in heaven influence people to commit sins? It seems unlikely. I will continue looking for evidence to explain the behaviors of ghosts, but in the meantime I must assume one of two things: This ghost has been misrepresented and is either not in heaven or not your mom at all. Or secondly, that the things she has been telling me to do must be alright in God’s eyes. Scripture seems to beg to differ on that front. Therefore, I will continue looking for answers before I take any action on the suggestion of a ghost, your mom or not.