I don't really understand these books to entries quite yet in From OD

Anyway apart from having "books" or "entries"

I give way to many chances in life, I am a door mat. I had that girl, if you were on my OD you probably know who, but for new readers. This girl I was deeply concerned about in the beginning because she said her parents and brother beat on her, and she went to a women's shelter, then back to her parents. Later down the road, after many disagreements over things from people getting assistance to how I have my life. She started talking to me again saying she was sorry and this was a 4th time being my friend. Im like fine whatever, lets see how it rolls. She had a creepy ex boyfriend apparently that forced her into a relationship, had a foot fetish and now thinks she suffers from PSTD from him. I tried helping her, that was 3rd round in this friendship. Now this 4th time, she finally moved out and with some room mates she met on of all places Facebook. I'm sorry if you get a room mate, don't be with strangers, or at least guaranteed to get your own room so you can go about your business. So she's non stop bitching about this room mate and how this one hates her birds. I doubt it cause I learned she hopped on my friends nuts when we weren't talking. I told her its all about whats on her lease, if she can have pets, her room mate can't bitch.

Apparently trying to be an "expert" on things annoys her, and she bitches about my life again. How I depend on everyone, how I steal money from my husband (I rarely see the money he earns, and if I do, its $150 to pay his bills, and get things Lilly needs) as hes saving for us. She kept going on and on and until one point I told her WHAT THE FUCK is your problem? I been respectful, listen to you, and tried giving advice and all the sudden your judging my life again? FUCK THAT and FUCK YOU. My life is very complicated right now with my husband, his family and college I dont need this bullshit. I called her, finding out she's been using a google voice, so I left her a message anyway and I told her off basically.

Basically I feel like I'm taking to a teenage who hates her parents, and everyone I am done, seriously I am tired of being a doormat to people. I only have a circle of 3 friends now, that I relate to, and that's fine with me.