Fuck in 2017

Long story short, Evelyn stops breathing when she sleeps, her tonsils need to come out, chris got a letter from work saying they aren’t giving him his job back after his leave… we don’t know what we are going to do and I’m stressed beyond belief and also not sleeping because I’m terrified to let Evelyn sleep alone. I realize she won’t die but it’s still disheartening to listen to your child choke all night, then go a min without breathing at all, then when she is getting air, it’s a whistle because it’s so little air.

Fuck.