so yesterday. in 2017. got it.

So yesterday. well yesterday was weird. so I went to the Home Depot area. I waited untill the lady left to pickup jennifer before i left cause i don’t like leaving when someone’s at the house. so on my way there when I was at the park I saw the lady’s van which meant jennifer wasn’t at the school yet.
so um i went to safeway. where I got cheese and canned tea. and then i went to Starbucks where I got a muffin and pepp. hot choc. as I was sitting there eating a cop came in. well i didn’t actually see him come in I just saw him and his items. i got v. nervous even though i hadn’t done anything wrong. like i get it cops need groceries too but they intimidate the hell out of me. so much to the point where i won’t go to them for anything.
so then.since I had a bit more money i went to get some canned tea. ‘man in the mirror’ was playing and so i’m like ‘well i can’t leave now’ cause it’s a great song.well i think it is. so then.when I was standing at the express lane the lady in front of me had like 6 items and i only had 1 it was kindof funny. i wasn’t in any hurry. Well she turned around and she’s like ‘oh wow. had i known you only had that i would’ve let you go in front of me’. People are so nice here. [oh this time the ‘here’ is aurora]. i thanked her twice. Well what ended up happening was she paid for my beverage. um ok if you’re sure........like i won’t stop you or anything i just don’t expect it. not saying no.
so then.i went outside and it was beautiful. I sat and watched the sunset. I actually was debating on going back in and getting another beverage since I had enough but um. it was money from my mom and I didn’t want her knowing i’d bought stuff ‘after’ dark [which is funny cause it’s really after light not after dark] w/ her money.
so then.I went to Home Depot where a guy greeted me. I ignored him of course. well when I was in the store 2 more guys did. and those 2 i actually talked to. So then I left cause i didn’t want them thinking I was doing something I wasn’t. even though leaving.might also make them think that. once i’d left no one said anything to me. It wasn’t too cold so I was ok sitting outside. in March [oh i guess that’s next month then] I’m going to talk to the people about having the lady pick me up from Safeway.where in all this time I’ve been going there no one’s greeted me more than once during a visit. i won’t tell her anything about that though. well but also Safeway has an indoor seating area which is a good idea in winter.you know when it’s cold. so as i’ve mentioned at Home Depot my choice is either to stand which i don’t enjoy doing or to sit outside in the cold when it is cold.
well. so I got up from my sitting and walked across the parking lot to see how long it would take. cause the southlands/walmart area is right across the way. oh and when i have more time out i’m planning on going there one of these days. it didn’t take v. long less than 5 mins. if anyone asked i would tell them exactly what i was doing. no one asked though. so then i went back to my sitting cause well i didn’t want to raise suspicions.
well so when i was sitting the lady called. and it was 7:10 i’d left at 3:40 so i was fine. and it was right then that i was starting to calculate how long i’d been out and when i should’ve called. well i ignored her call but then called back and told her i was ready which, i was. well i think her husband drove by then made a circle. i wasn’t sure who it was cause i don’t think he’s ever done that i don’t think he’s ever like.come by w/o me having called prior to. and iwon’t get into a car w/ someone idon’t know. although i have but i won’t now. but that’s more for them then for me. and when i was on the phone w/ her i told her that that i wasn’t sure who it was. so then her husband came back and stopped and waited and i got in. and we went back to the house.
evidently i think maybe he had called. and the only reason I know this is bc i got a VM but the call didn’t go through. and my phone isn’t one of those where it tells me who the VM’s from. [not that i would check it if i knew as i probably wouldn’t.........maybe.........might not]. and not that i’ll answer my phone.but i do have it w/ me every time i’m out. My phone’s on silent when i’m out in aurora. and the reason is bc i hate it when a person’s phone just keeps ringing and they won’t answer it. either answer the damn phone or shut it off. or i’ll have my gloves on and they’re not the kind w/ the gripper dudes on the fingertips and so in order to answer my phone i have to take my gloves off which when it’s cold i don’t want to do. or go inside take my gloves off there and call the person back.
I’ve thought of getting one of those ear things but i don’t like things being in my ears. The lady has one of those and whenever she answers the phone it’s ‘hello? who this?” and i don’t like that. whereas now when i answer the phone I know who it is and i’m ‘hi’. and sometimes my hands are full so I actually can’t answer the phone. my parents in the times i’ve been out in cherry creek.have never come by and picked me up. i think maybe they get that i won’t let them. and i’ve never asked. even if it’s bad weather. i’d much rather walk then be taken care of like that. or um be taken care of.
also the other reason i don’t answer the phone and maybe this isn’t even really a thing.is cause when I’m on the phone I hate being interrupted. i won’t even be polite about it i’ll just hang up. but in the past [wow can i go on about this] when I’ve been on the phone and the lady’s interrupted me I’ve been on the phone w/ either the weather people or the bus people. so ya know it’s not like i was on the phone w/ my mom or anything.
um. right so yesterday. it was just weird. cause i was w/i the limits of my time out. i have [er well i had last month 3 hrs. 45 mins.] and so i left at um 3:40. + 4 hrs. is 7:40. but that - 15 [making it 3 hrs. 45 mins.] is 7:25. minus again 15 is...........7:10. [making it 3 hrs. 30 mins.]. so had i called at 7:10 which actually i was going to but she called first i would’ve been ok. i’m not going to ask why this happened or anything as i don’t care to know. [and therefore don’t want to be told]. yeah it was just weird.

Last updated January 08, 2018