monday in 2017. got it.

or moon day. cause all the days .........well ok not all the days of the wk. since the moon’s not a planet. obviously. [you’re welcome[. that’s not entirely accurate. ok so 5 of the days of the wk. were named after planets. anyway yes so here’s what else happened Mon.

well so no one was at the house when i left which is fine. actually. I actually prefer it that way.i. I left early right that’s right so my mom wouldn’t know I’d spent her money when it was dark. I went to the home depot area. On my way there this teenager and his 2 friends well he’s ‘hey you got $2 for the bus?’ ‘no sry’. i mean ok i did.........but i.actually was planning on spending that money on a toothbrush. which actually happened. and at least i didn’t ignore him. idinno if it tipped me off that there was a group of them or that they were teenagers.........or both. I always feel like teenagers esp. the guys will be jerks to me. and there are some v. nice ones out there. none i’ve recently met bc well i’m 29. although actually my cousins are in HS Emma and Elizabeth. no but i’m talking about guy teenagers. but um no i don’t like it when people who ask for money are ignored. the least you can do is talk to them even if you don’t want to give them mnney. which i understand.
so after that. I was thinking about the fact that I felt bad about saying no. what bc i’m a woman? i don’t think guys feel bad about saying no. and i don’t actually know since i’m not one er a guy i mean and i’ve never like asked a guy.............and then.i got to thinking about feminism and my mom’s show. and i was just.i was feeling pretty good at that point also it was nice out.
So the first thing I did at safeway which used to be albertson’s is i went and got a toothbrush. and i did that first so i wouldn’t lose my nerve. I won’t usually buy personal items at places that have self checkouts I even feel weird buying magazines there. and it’s not like thye’re porn magazines [i’ve actually never bought a porn magazine. i’d be too embarassed and also it’d be weird if someone was going through my stuff and they found it. like um is there something you want to tell us?..........god that’d be awkward] um but no. they’re regular everyday lady magazines. like idinno Redbook. or Vogue. [ok so for some people porn magazines are everyday magazines. wow]. i’ve never told anyone that. or like i’ll only buy books at places that have self checkouts. cause i don’t want to have a conversation if i bought like a stephen king book or something.
so. got the toothbrush. and I was pretty proud of myself for that like go me yay. no cause usually I would’ve bought it at a self checkout but they don’t have self checkouts there. well as of yet. i hope they get them at some point. yeah the new toothbrush well it’s loud which i didn’t think it would be. and so when I’m brushing my teeth in the bathroom i’m all self conscious bc the bathroom is so quiet. like i’m sorry i can’t make this any quieter. um it’s one of those automatic ones oral b. and it’s battery powered. [cause whenever people say ‘electric’ toothbrush i think of something that has to actually be plugged in]. that’s the other reason i sometimes didn’t brush my teeth is cause i’ve needed a new toothbrush for the longest damn time and the one i had wasn’t.........well it wasn’t looking good. now the next thing is to get brush heads. which i like better then having to buy a new toothbrush every 3 months you can just replace the brush head. but [while i’m going on about this] the thing i don’t like about the automatic ones is they’re um too long and having been orally raped i have a problem w/ that...........yeah. well i get nauseous if the brush is in............ok wow. my dentist doesn’t know this. If they made the small er short i mean the short ones that were automatic then my problem would be solved. but then they’d have to get teeny tiny batteries for them. although they make teeny tiny batteries for watches so.
oh i also got cheese w/ the toothbrush. cause, calcium.
um so. then after that I got this choc protein stuff. it has calcium in it it’s oddwalla. i need as much calcium as i can get right now. which is the other reason i got soymilk the other day. Soymilk is weird it tastes like it came from a plant. [well it did come from a plant so].
alrite so.then I ate the cheese and had the choc. stuff. after which.well i got up and that’s when valerie called and that whole thing happened. which i’ve already written about er blogged about. w/e the point being.
so yeah that was Mon.

Last updated September 20, 2017