Nurse visit, work. in Since OD is shutting down....

So the nurses came and visited for about an hour. I definitely think this is going to be a great thing for me. They are going to come every week for awhile and even after the baby comes. They seem very smart and their willingness to help me get to where I want to be was very uplifting.

I asked them about maybe finding programs or ways to meet other single Mom’s and come to find out, there’s several. They are going to find some resources and bring information for me next week. I asked them if there was a lot of single Mom’s like me and they said yes. I’m glad it’s not just me but sad that there’s so many too. I am really anxious to see what they come up with. It sounds like I may even be able to get them to go with me too. I still battle with the shyness/social anxiety and am way more friendly and personable when I’m comfortable.

Honestly, I am so glad they came and I feel like this is a start to something wonderful. Maybe someday down the road, I can be helping single Mom’s too. They talked about so much stuff and made everything seem not so bad. It was nice having them here and feeling comfort from people, even if it’s not my own family. I told them about my parents and my brother and one of the nurses said sometimes it’s better to leave things broken and start something new. I think they may be right on that one.

Anyways, work was bullshit again tonight and I am about to start putting in applications somewhere else. I know it’ll pry pick back up but it’s been like this for so long that I’m losing my damn mind. I got cut an hour early again tonight. Ugh, just ridiculous.

I get to sleep in tomorrow but I’ll write before I go to the shithole.