home depot area. and rm. checks. in 2017. got it.

while i’m waiting for 5 a.m.to be over. hey i know what i’ll do! [blog if that wasn’t obvious].

uh so like i said. last wk. i went to the home depot area. that was that was uh Fri. i’m used to doing things on Fri. i remember. well I told the lady I was going and she’s like ‘it’s cold out’ - no really? i was thinking i’d checked the weather online cause it’s not winter and it’s not you know.cold out here [oh again here being CO]. yes capt. obvious thank you - ‘do you have gloves?’ ‘yes and i have coats and hats’. yes coats as in plural. I had on 3 more than I usually do and i usually have on 2 so that’s 5. and hats well i had 3 hats but 1 was my fedora. and I had my hood on over that. and was wearing my snowboots. i’ve decided recently that I will never go out when it’s cold out w/o being correctly bundled up. and i didn’t feel that cold when I was out which is probably a good thing. also i was walking so i was warmer than had I just stood outside.
like yes believe it or not i do know how to dress for winter. god. not my first rodeo lady i used to go out in that weather to karaoke. i’m not an idiot. but you know.
So when I was out it was like I was in that dolly parton movie cause of all the snow. like that was in the park. [oh there’s a park by the house]. it was so big and vast and it seemed bigger than it actually was.
um i don’t. remember anything of note happening while I was at the Home Depot area. i know i had hot chocolate. er at starbucks.in safeway/albertson’s.

so um Sat. we did rm. checks. finally. I’ve recently figured out that they’re not just about sharps like that’s not the only reason she does rm. checks. [also it’s not often she finds sharps. i’m not going to be stupid enough to make the same mistake again. well actually that’s not a thing cause a mistake is something you make once. but w/ me i didn’t forget to do something most of the time. no but i’m not going to be stupid enough to be that careless again is what i meant]. um she saw my trash. [well not like it was hidden or anything]. and she’s like ‘well when are you going to take it out?’ which honestly is so much better then her stating that my trahs is overflowing. uh yes yes it is capt. obvious. and? see again not being direct doesn’t work w/ me. cause at least then she asked me what my plan was instead of.not. and having this weird habit of talking about things by not.actually talking about them she does that a lot i’ve noticed.

but. [and yes here we go]. The problem w/ that is i’d already planned to take my trash out next wk. which is now this wk. [i took it out yesterday in fact]. the rule is i’m supposed to put it by the garage door Sun. night but i wanted a change in that.routine so. and i don’t like when people ask about something i’m already planning to do. yeah she asked twice why i didn’t want to put my trash w/ theirs. but then she’s like ‘ok well you’re obviously not going to answer so i’m going to stop asking’. and ya know that’s one thing i like about her is she will do that. stephanie wouldn’t do that. [no that was another problem i had w/ her. was she just kept talking. my god. and she kept trying to get info out of me when it was clear i was upset about w/e it was and didn’t want to talk. it’s like.........oh i know who it’s like the ladies at bath bodyworks who will not leave me the fuk alone. i’ve stopped going there btw.for the time being.for that reason]. [um anyway].

so. also when i came back from London we were supposed to have this safety check review..........thing. whenever we do fire drills she does a safety quiz.thhingy. well i’m guessing this one is different in that she’s going to tell me what to do in certain situations. which most of it i’d probably already know. i mean i might not do it but...... so anyway. [again]. Well when she’d mentioned it she’s ‘so maybe we’ll do it next wk.’. [which again is now this wk.]. yes exactly. maybe we will and maybe we won’t we’ll find out. see again being indirect about something doesn’t work for me. had she gone ‘so next wk. we’re going to do it’ that would’ve been ok. [it’s weird that i don’t have a problem w/ someone stating something that way when i don’t like people making decisions for me. like that new commercial for the hefty bags or w/e where the cashier’s like ‘you don’t want this brand’. that would bug the hell out of me. when someone phrases something that way. like um excuse me like.i’d like to be acknowledged thank you. and that’s why i don’t like that commercial].

so yeah.

and i’m under the impression. that since she’s the one who brought it up and it’s her thing to do [well w/ me] that at some point she’ll come to me about it. yeah on the note she left for me yesterday [which i actually read for once well part of it was about what time she was taking me to the store]. i think it said ‘also let me know........’ and i think she wanted me to let her know about the um.safety review thing. or maybe it doesn’t when it comes to notes about the store that’s the only part i read. well guess i’ll find out.

Last updated September 20, 2017