the hallelujah thing. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

since i mentioned this in a previous entry.

so this happened fri. copied from my fb: ‘ omygod. so i was at the mall earlier drinking peppermint hot chocolate behind starbucks. cause.brr and nummy warm things. [and no that’s not weird they have like a station and then a bench planter thing behind the station]. well so they’ve had these guitar guys playing and they have cds on sale. [at the mall i mean]. well i heard the first few notes of a recording of ‘hallelujah’ and i.had to go closer. and i stood there through the length of the song and i just cried the kind where your whole body breaks. no i was fine i’m just really deep. best part of my day. i had that same reaction when i heard a cover of it on a cd my former friend Michael made for me. we’re sittin in the car and i’m ‘i’m sorry’ ‘no this is great the only other person who’s had this reaction is my sister’.

i wish everyone was that deep. but maybe the fact that i am can be enough. every time i’ve heard that song i have good memories. i love.that song. [and well at least i wasn’t sad........]. i’m so.........so much like Pat. ‘