HOLY CRAP in 2016

I’ve been gone so long that everything changed lol

It looks good tho.

I suppose I should just do a quick recap!

Marriage:

So nothing much has been going on these last few weeks. Chris is still suffering from his concussion. There is a place in the city that is willing to take a look at him and they think they can help with a bit of chiropractic stuff… I’m hoping it helps. Its been a downhill slope since August.

I mean, not every day is harder but there are more bad days than good. His dizziness comes and goes but his whole body aches seem to be every night. The more pain killers he takes, the more his stomach aches. Our hospital here is totally useless and they can’t seem to help him whatsoever. I’m thinking that they think hes just after drugs.

So many sleepless nights its unreal. And if HE isn’t sleeping, I’m not sleeping. I don’t know where to go from here because now his mental health is deteriorating. Before it was just physical with promises of an eventual recovery, which, the promises of eventual recovery are still there but his mental state is going down the pooper.... and whos wouldn’t??? He can’t sleep, he has chronic pain now… dizziness, forgetfulness, mood swings… its just terrible.

I’m doing my best and trying to be understanding of the situation but at times I snap! Especially since he wont continue to go back to the hospital. Then again at the same time I realize why he wont go… he thinks its all for nothing… which at this point it is. But maybe just maybe if he keeps going back and back and back, they’ll finally just say OK we will refer you to someone who will actually take care of you.

I’m starting to get really REALLY scared. Hes alive and I’m happy hes alive but who would have thought that the accident would have such lasting effects :(

The kids :
Kids are kids, one is more annoying than the other. Thats all.

Kristen <3