from: april 16, 2012 in ED/Recovery: 2012 - 2016

‘ ‘ugh. i’m so tired to-day. so foggytired. [i realise that’s redundant]. i was walking back from the store and everything.........everything was far away. i didn’t connect. i couldn’t feel anything.or.as much. my fingers didn’t...........my nerves. there’s something wrong. w/ me.

i had to pause and sit down. which i sometimes due when it’s nice out. which it was. i don’t even feel foggy when i’m stoned. the last time i did was when i had my filling and that was bout 2 wks ago. they put me under.

it’s weird.

my stomach doesn’t like me to-day. it didn’t then. when.........i was walking. it’s upset. i’ve been upset too lately. and angry. makes sense. ‘