so, yesterday. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

So yesterday Was wed. so i went to my mom’s. which is unusual bc. i don’t um.usually do that. but I went then bc my parents are going to my mom’s choir retreat tom. and they’ll be back Sun. [well ok.not my mom’s choir the choir she’s in].
So I got to my mom’s before 2. I put my stuff in my room as i do and then we went to panera.nummy panera. i.something interesting happened there and i forgot what.cause i never write about things that happen there.no like i literally never do.

So then.we went back to my mom’s and I went out.i went to Whole Foods.as i do.um where i got bottled er canned tea. i don’t know that i got anything to eat.
oh so then I went to the mall.and bed bath beyond at some point. er i mean i went there before i went to the mall. oh that’s right.i was going to get mini lotion for my mom & my aunt for xmas. but I want to check the prices on it at safeway which used to be safeway before deciding. my dad apparently won’t use lotion and my sister doesn’t like it.[well she doesn’t like it bc she has to.like she uses a lot of it. yeah that’s why i have my feet covered in the summer case i don’t want to bother w/ putting sunscreen on them.er well i’m always wearing socks]. I was going to get pocket tissues from the travel section but there was a guy in the way so. and when i’m at stores i don’t say things when people are in the way i just wait.or i go elsewhere in the store.

oh so after that I went to the mall.where I went to Bath & Bodyworks. I walked in and i’m like ‘no one’s talking to me this is good’. well no one did for a few mins. anyway. honestly how hard is it to not talk to someone who clearly doesn’t want to talk to you as evidenced by the fact that they have ear thingys on? by which i mean earmuffs. well apparently very if you’re them. yeah and the lady greeted me of course. and I ignored her and she’s like ‘ma’am’ which i don’t like.not cause it makes me feel old but cause i legitimately don’t like the word itself. and i’m like ‘uh oh i better talk to her’.in the event she thinks i’m doing something i’m not.which I never have there.yeah people have this weird habit of talking to me about something w/o actually.talking to me about it. If they’re really that suspicious of me then they should have me leave my grocery bags by the entrance of the store. actually i wouldn’t want that bc i wouldn’t trust them. yeah in rec centers people do that. and so then I left of course and she said ‘bye’. no fukoff.

so then. I was debating what to do.well I ended up going to the smoothie place cause i’d read they had chai there and I was curious about it. i hadn’t been to the smoothie place in.well i think i’ve only been there once actually and it was i think no yeah it was when i was living at my mom’s. and i didn’t have to give her my receipts. and the time i went there i got a mexican chicken sandwich meal thing and a smoothie.
also the other reason I went there yesterday was bc I again wasn’t feeling well bc of my period.well i was naseaus and milk helps w/ that and milk is.in chai. well ok when i say ‘chai’ i mean a chai latte. and the guy I think either he was foreign or he had some sort of impediment. he pronounced ‘chai’ wrong he pronounced it like ‘kai’.unless. that’s how people in certain parts of the world are supposed to say but i’ve never heard it said any other way but ‘chai’ so.and when I told him what I wanted he’s like ‘what?’. he had to ask a lady that worked there what I meant and she’s like ‘do you want a chai latte?’ yeah. well i’m so used to ordering it at whole foods and them knowing what I mean. i was patient w/ him. oh i also realised how redundant it was to say someone wants chai tea. [ ‘chai’ actually means ‘tea’. it’s like saying queso cheese or the l.a. angels. but you know].
so um i got my chai. I think.the chai I get at Whole Foods is better cause their chai the kind from the cafe place is spicy and according to evan chai is supposed to be spicy.
oh they’re opening up a tokyo joe’s there.er at the mall.in the food court. which is interesting cause they already have a panda express. The tokyo joe’s is going to be where the..........the uhm.italian place was. I really liked the italin place. it was quiet and they had good music and cool art. and booths. at a lot of places they have either those wooden or the metal chairs. or the stupid plastic ones. and it’s ok when I have my winter coat case then i can just sit on that and it’s cushioning. but I’m thin. yeah I read something somewhere online that was and this is being paraphrased ‘how the hell do yall sit?’ like comfortably. well like on benches I either curl up sit w my legs on the bench if I’m in my park or if I’m at the mall I sit like at an angle. if i had a mall i’d have benches w/ cushioning. yeah i was thinking about that today actally. oh and i’d also have benches/chair against the walls. case i have a thing about people being behind me when i’m sitting. and that’s another reason i sit at an angle so no one’s directly behind me. and that way if they’re against the wall no one can walk behind you.
oh the italian place was sbarro’s btw.
um anyway the italian place. and like. you’d actually to the eatery and sit down.whereas at some malls there’s the ordering place but the only place to sit is the food court. you don’t like go in and sit down.

and then i went back to my mom’s.

um so that was yesterday [being wed. case it’s 15 after midnight here which means in my world it’s not the next day till 1 a.m.].