My Pale Princess in Random Thoughts

A happy entry, first. Then the harder stuff.

Over the past 9 months since i met and fell in love with Jamie, i’ve dated on and off- though nothing serious. There have been play dates for fun sexy stuff and some actual date-dates. I have been learning to recognize when i really want to pursue something or someone, its been a good experience, even if hard. About three people i’ve had to cut some sort of relations off with, because it just didn’t feel right. I was feeling guilty maybe, or there just wasn’t the connection that i am looking for. Those were hard, i really am not fluent in saying no.

But finally, i met someone. Mojo. Mojo and i met at a group cuddle. We fit together like a hand in a glove. About a month after that we were partners in a massage event and the energy exchange was amazing. We started going out to eat regularly, usually on the weekends. We hold hands, we hike, we make out. No sex yet, but there is no rush. When the actual traditional sex happens, it will be phenomenal.

Mojo is an amazing man. Grew up in a mix of Trinidad, London, and Toronto, East Indian, former Muslim, feminist, entrepreneur, has traveled the world multiple times, and runs an eco-feminist community in Hawaii (he owns the land). It’s like an eco-hostel where you can volunteer or just stay for a very reasonable price. Here is the link, if you want to check it out.

http://hedonisiahawaii.com/

He is going back to Hawaii on the day of the elections, gone for 5 or 6 weeks. He does that about 3 times a year.

So, he calls me his Pale Princess, with that world-traveled slightly British accent (yum!) His dark skin and my creamy pale skin are beautiful together. Everything is easy with him, i don’t feel any hesitation or resistance to our time together.

Mojo introduced me to the term that explains my type of polyamory:

solo poly Look it up- its new to me, i’ve only read one or two articles about it, so i am not well-versed in what it means. But, it seems to make sense.

Jamie knows we have been spending time together, but i haven’t said that they are dates. It percolates in my mind, though…talking with Jamie and letting him know that i have another partner. No a sometimes person, or an exploration, but a real 2nd partner. How interesting.

Last updated October 26, 2016