song that. [survey] in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

Song that always makes you sad?
um well creep by radiohead is pretty heartbreaking.but my god it’s beautiful.

Last thing you bought?
um liquor yes it was liquor

Last person you argued with?
um.........

Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on?
i what? no. and why is ‘butter’ capitalised?

One of your stuffed animals’ names as a kid?
elizabeth. she was a white teddy bear. well one day elizabeth went ‘swimming’ in the washing machine.and she was never the same again. but i still liked her.

Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd?
no

Favourite day of the week?
thurs.

Favorite Sundae topping?
i don’t like those

Did you take Piano lessons?
like ever or at a certain point?

Most frequent song played?
w/e’s on my playlist

T.V. show you secretly enjoy?
well it wouldn’t be a secret if someone knew about it now would it?

Would you rather play basketball or hockey?
um i don’t.know.

Date someone older or younger?
for guys older cause it’d be weird dating a guy who was younger.well it would for me anyway. for ladies w/e.

One place you could travel right now?
like.as in i’d be physically able to or......... like as in i want to.travel.to.

Do you use umbrellas?
um for what exxactly. and all at once? all at once no.

Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?
Can’t say I do.. I don’t even know the tune..

Favorite Cheese?
ya know. i’m not a big cheese person. like i don’t like cheese by itself. i remember when evan was er staying w/ me he decides to go to the fridge, get out some parmesan and just eat it.sans putting it on pasta. and i’m like ‘what are you doing?’. that’s not how you eat cheese.

but lately. i’ve been wanting cheese. so anyway ooh tillamook sharp cheddar. thick. sargento isn’t v. good.

The Smiths or the Cure?
i’ve heard more of the cure but probably the smiths as i do like that one song the one zoey deschenal covered in that summer movie. please please please let me get what i want. the.........the song.

Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?
Brunettes

Best job you ever had?
i haven’t had a whole lot of jobs.which doesn’t answer the question. and i don’t know.

did you go to your high school prom?
yes

perfect time to wake up?
When I’m ready damnit

perfect time to go to bed?
i explained this in my last entry. ‘bed’ is when people retire to their rooms for the evenings as my mom would say. and sleep is when they you know.go to sleep. so um. there isn’t 1.

do you use your queen right away in chess?
god chess. i don’t like chess.

Ever been in a car accident?
um maybe.

closer to mom or dad…or neither?
my mom i think maybe

what age is this exciting life over for you?
I don’t understand this question.. When will I die? When did my life become boring? although. on that note the.er regarding the topic of the question is what i meant.when i was 25 i had a quarter life crisis. for some reason i thought i’d be married and have kids by then. and that after that my glory days were over. like my best days were behind me.

what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?
um the ‘60’s or the ‘40’s

Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?
um wow i don’t know

Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?
yes

Were you in track and field?
no

Were you ever in a school talent show?
yeah and i won it too. well ok so i got a standing o that’s what i meant by ‘won’.

Have you ever written in a library book?
Not that I remember.. I don’t think so..

Allergic to?
Cats and.......not penicillin although everyone thinks i am.cause like god 11 yrs. ago now i had surgery like mini surgery this grafting procedure on my mouth and they gave me penicillin and i got sick but not from that. just probably cause of my ED. but i’m a really private person so............yeah. that’s why everyone thinks i’m allergic to penicillin. also it says on the med documentation thing that i’m allergic to it and i don’t do change and ok next question.

Favorite fruit?
well mangos are pretty freakin delicious

Have you watched sex and the city?
like recently or ever?

Baseball hat or toque?
um i don’t...........know

Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?
you mean body wash? cause to me soap is bar soap. well i don’t wash my hair in the shower so........ not that i have a whole lot of hair as of late. yeah it’s embarassing. i don’t like the feeling of things being wet and due to my depression i didn’t wash my hair correctly. so then i got dry shampoo. and i think maybe i knew that you’re supposed.well that it’s not just ok you spray it and that’s it. but that’s the reason i got it so it would only be 1 step. so.......... and i won’t go to a place to get my hair washed cause i’m really sens. about it. also feeling good in that manner doesn’t feel good to me. i’m uncomfortable being comfortable like that. and like no one’s allowed to see my hair.

Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?
Wet.... does anyone not?

Pen or pencil?
Pen. always pen. people are like well you can’t erase pen well ya can if you use an erase-able pen. no i don’t like the sound/feeling of writing w/ pencils.

Have you ever gambled at a casino?
um.well where else would you do it?

Have you thrown up on a plane?
god i hope not. a; the private person thing and 2; i have a really weak stomach as i’ve recently discovered. also i hate being taken care of so. yeah on our vacation back from i think san francisco the lady behind us.......well the plane ride didn’t agree w/ her. i was ok so long as i didn’t think too much about it.

Have you thrown up in a car?
maybe

Have you thrown up at work?
well i don’t work so

Do you scream on roller coasters?
i don’t like those

Who was your first prom date?
jamie. my tutor set us up. he was a nice guy.

Who was your first room-mate?
stacy in boarding school.and she was cool. and then diana and no one liked her.

What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?
i was in college it was chardonnay from cvs. and i didn’t know i was drunk i just knew i felt different and i was thinking ‘omygod i’m gonna die’ which i probably actually wasn’t cause i don’t think i had that much. but at the time no one had taught me what that meant/felt like. like i knew people drank and got drunk but that was it. i was by myself in my apt. my family certainly didn’t drink. well not that i knew of. i didn’t grow up in a house that was open about it so.

What was your first job?
um i.volunteered at a senior citizens’ residence.

What was your first car?
well i don’t drive and never have so.

When did you go to your first funeral?
i was 15.

How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?
i was 15 and went to boarding school. in vermont. it was ok. yeah i don’t like vermont. everyone’s like ‘it’s so pretty’. it is fukin cold there and cloudy as hell. that’s when we discovered i had SAD. also i thought boarding school would be this big place and.it wasn’t everyone knew what was going on w/ everyone else. and that’s why i don’t like vermont. i couldn’t er wouldn’t want to live there. [clearly since i left. involuntarily].

Who was your first grade teacher?
mrs. brown.

Where did you go on your first airplane ride?
um tunisia i think and i was 10. i don’t vividly remember it. my aunt lived there so that’s the reason we went.to go visit her.

When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
no one.

Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?
elizabeth and no. and then for awhile karlye and i were close. yes that karlye. the one who went to that reform school place where they presumably didn’t treat her right. and they ignored her and so she............i’ve blogged about this.

Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent’s house?
vermont

Who is the first person you call when you have a ........

^ i accidentally deleted the rest of the thingy.

Who’s wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?
um i haven’t.

What is the first thing you do in the morning?
i’m not usually up in the morning. er i mean.i stay up untill the morning and then i go to sleep.

What was the first concert you attended?
never been.

First tattoo or piercing?
i don’t have any

First celebrity crush?
um well this is kindof embarassing but leonardo. of titanic fame not.the flying machine guy. mona lisa guy. but my friend/neighbor had a poster of him in her room and so i think i liked him cause of that.