Wednesday Morning in New Diary

I feel much better. I slept most of yesterday . Despite that I went to bed early I had the weirdest dream. I was the President. I was at the UN giving a speech. I was saying that the three superpowers US, China and Russia carve out spheres of influencer. The smaller countries in the world are of no importance. The three big super powers each get a share in the world This would prevent strife and conflict I said. I also said that the US will adapt a strike first policy in regards to a nuclear war
After my speech I was treated with disrespect. I was not at the main table with the other major power. I cou8ldn’t find a seat ath te assembly. I lost my temper. I said this was an insult the U.S who has done more for peace and freedom than any other country. If the U.S is not treated with respect it is doe then it will pull out of the U.N

ve been having dreams a lot of dreams like this. The election has been on my mind. I have been watching CNN a lot The thought of Trump as president terrifies me. I’ve been kind of obsessing over this and I think this might have been one reason why I had an anxiety attack the other day and could not sleep. I”ve been worried about the damn election.

Hell with the stupid election. This has been the ugliest election I have ever witnessed. I will be happy it is over and I’m almost at the point where I don’t care who wins. The hell with them both I say