oh crap. and i was so careful. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

ok so i’m really tired. i’ve been up since 7:20 a.m. after sleeping for um.8 hrs. it’s now 10:20. i’m not a morning person at all. so the fact that i’m this tired has some bearing here.

ok so when she was doing bag checks I heard her find something that sounded like bottles. well later when i looked in my computer case I found 2 empty shooters. and at some point i didn’t take them out of there like i usually do. and leave them at my mom’s. and i’m usually so careful to do that. what’s weird is she didn’t take them. The good thing is a they’re empty. 2 I legitimately didn’t drink them in her house. [no i just brought them back from the liquor store]. so i might just tell her i found them. she doesn’t know. and the other good thing is she hasn’t seen my receipts yet. and if it’s $5 or less they’re ok w/ me not giving them a receipt for $5. i collect them. .........yes after i’m done drinking. and she can’t prove i’ve been drinking in her house if other than the receipts and the evident shooters w/o.well proof. cause she’s never seen me drink in her house. [no cause i drink at night after they’ve all gone to sleep. and that’s the reason]. it’s hard to prove anything w/o proof. a few times i have drank at my mom’s.which well that’s not really much better just.she doesn’t do bag checks. how much i drink isn’t the problem. it’s that i this time had evidence of it.

i have got to be more careful. next time i’m done w/ shooters i won’t put them in my computer case. cause evidently this happens. i don’t know that she even saw them just felt them. i’ve been drinking in her house for the last yr. or so and this is the first time she’s found anything. however she didn’t find the light [lighter] that i legitimately found or the scissors. [no cause they’re not in my bags]. if we didn’t do bag checks this wouldn’t be a problem. [this also wouldn’t be a problem if i wasn’t drinking. yeah but thatt won’t happen]. and last i heard she doesn’t think i’m an alcoholic.or anything. [which isn’t really the point]. so this might work out and the odds might be in my favor but i don’t know. so now we wait.

well at least i can be honest in here.