Before I Forget in meh...

I want to record this dream I had…

My kids father and I (one of the bane’s of my existence)

Anyway, it was like I was viewing us from how I feel about him now.

We were coming back from a trip. It didn’t seem like it was a bad trip, but in my head, I was thinking about leaving him. I was determined to leave him. When we got close to home we were walking toward home. No one was there and we had a beautiful house on the inside. I had the keys and I took off running. I wasn’t aware of any conversation we had prior to all of this, but I just had this intense thought that I was going to leave him. I hurried and ran to the house and got in and was trying to shut off this security light that shone over the island in the kitchen. I started gathering all of this stuff that I was taking with me. I guess I figured I wouldn’t be finished before he got home. I was trying to hide. I then ate like a handful of candy. Then he knocked on the door. I ran to the sink and washed my mouth out with water. Then when I went to the door and let him in, I told him I had to hurry and get home because I had to vomit. I was sick. I went back to the sink and rinsed my mouth. He asked if I was okay and I said I was fine. He said, the last time you vomited there was a little one on the way. He held my belly and I asked if I was expecting. I was like not this time. I’m fine. He was being so attentive and loving (VERY uncharacteristic at least to me). We, for whatever reason got in the bed and he was playing with me and rolling around kissing all on me and on one breast in particular. It wasn’t sexual in nature, but we were just playing. Then these other people started getting into bed with us. Again it wasn’t sexual in nature. More like a gathering in the living room but we were all in the bed. My thoughts about him became different and I didn’t want to leave him anymore and then fade to awake…

Okay that’s it. Have a wonderful day and be well…

Kindest regards,
Sister