i don't like surprises. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

so yesterday on the way back from the store the lady tells me ‘i need to check your bags. just like I do when you come back from albertson’s‘ and I’m ‘my purse?’ ‘no your grocery bags’ ‘I don’t remember having a discussion about this’. and she says something about how she trusts me but it’s part of the job and that um. it’s her fault........she didn’t tell me this before. [well she didn’t say that last part but that’s where she was going. and of course she trusts me er in that regard. bc and once again.if i had sharps whatnot to hide i wouldn’t hide the in my bags]. so I’m all picturing her opening the plastic bags that are in my grocery bags. also that’s the exact thing stephanie used to do. and she’d check my pockets too which frankly was a little invasive. well what she does when we get back is she just feels the bags but doesn’t open them.

right ok. and bc we didn’t have a discussion about this. ya know it’s not like at a house meeting we all sat down and she’s ‘hey next time you come back from the store I’m going to check your bags’. i want some more warning than 20 mins. i really don’t like surprises. she hadn’t checked them untill yesterday so i didn’t think she would. and once again my problem is that i get too comfortable.damnit i gotta stop doing that. and see this is what happens. no that never happened. after almost a yr. of living w/ her oh that’s when she decides to bring it up? instead of like a month after a move in see that maybe would’ve been a better time. where the hell was this before? i don’t really care to know her side of things. damn right it’s her fault. i liked that she wasn’t checking them. i liked that i had that bit of privacy. but that’s fine. i’ll just stop buying big items.like books and magazines. w/e. it’s fine. really not like it’s a problem or anything oh wait.it is. stop trying to turn me into a public person bc i’m not and never will be. The reason things untill this wk. were fine was bc nothing had changed.