so. more interesting stuff. dogs and sara and motel looking guy. and forgot #s. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

so I have about an hr. untill I have to get ready. and i’m tired of reading online.and in general er i mean.i’m tired of general. I’d go to sleep but I’m afraid I wouldn’t wake up in time. yeah my mom’s picking me up at 9 we’re going to see ‘cabaret’ this afternoon. i’m not sure what we’re doing in between. yeah i basically don’t sleep when i’m going to my mom’s.

uh anyway. so on Fri. outside of Peet’s coffee there were a couple of guys. they were um 40 - 60. and there was a white dog idk if it’s what i call a ‘fox dog’ but i think.it probably was. [the big white ones that resemble well foxes]. and someone might’ve coe out of the cafe or had already and told the owner of the dog that the dog had run away.so that was interesting. The dog was Molly. well a few mins. later atthe far ed of the front of Whole Foods there was Molly.w/ her owner. i think though that dogs have that owner radar thing so they come back well some of them. my mom’s dog did I mean the dog she had growing up the collie. other than when he goes on walks and out back stevie never goes anywhere else. and he’s slow and old so. and when he goes on walks and out back he’s w/ people so. although he eats fast. like ‘omygod i have food now i’m so happy’. his ‘always’ being hungry is part of his condition. i was going to say to the white dog but there were people by her so.

um. so at the Whole Foods cafe there’s this new lady Sara who works there. she has an elephant necklace. i love them. She’s nice she reminds me of Natalie. Natalie was the redhead who made an effort to say hi to me ask how i was. it’s like ‘awww it’s my fave person’. Natalie seemed really nice. [well i guess they’re supposed to be but it helps]. i haven’t seen her in awhile. I was thinking about this while i was there. and when people there say hi to me it doesn’t bother me. it’s not often that they attend to me. I think it’s that I don’t like being approached, by workers.in stores. like if some random guy approaches me while i’m out walking for directions then it’s ok. also they’re asking me for help. [it can be ladies too this isn’t specific to guys. oh the other reason i refer to chicks as ‘ladies’ is cause the word women is a hard word to say for me so].

which actually brings me to my next point. so um last wk. I was walking by true foods on the way to.Whole Foods. [cause safeway sucks and we don’t have a king’s in the area although i hope we get one. no i just.don’t like safeway. yeah i don’t go to safeway um anyway]. and this guy asked me for a few dollars for a motel. and he’s like ‘if you don’t i understand’. so I searched my pockets while he waited to no avail.but I told him good luck. as i’ve mentioned money’s the one thing i don’t mind giving away. whether he wanted it for something else...........well that’s not my business.

ok so last wk. my sister & I went to mici’s which is like Noodles. well we forgot tot ake a # stand thing. and so the lady brings over pizza and something else and that.wasn’t our order. [which we got btw].

ok so um yesterday the lady had family over. I came down for dinner so that she would at least have seen me. [if she doesn’t me for an extended period of time she has to document it]. her grandchildren they’re nice but they’re loud. well they’re louder than i am but I don’t think I’m that quiet. but apparently i am cause people can’t hear me. and i have bad hearing so i don’t hear them.and i have no patience. and i also don’t pay attention.but anyway. i just think i’m at a normal volume. people are a bit startling to me for this reason. my dad he’s the quietest person i know. except when he’s on the phone. like w/ other people. like i mean.........there’s a volume button for a reason. yeah but back to yesterday. I told myself i didn’t have to stay long.which i didn’t. I said ‘hi’ to both the little boys and ‘excuse me’ to a teenager.who probably didn’t hear me cause.apparently people think i’m quiet. but i mean i’m nice to them.i’m not like super talkative or anything.

so the other day the lady’s husband was downstairs talking the other day during dinner. and he’s loud. he’s a really nice guy but he’s.......well she’s as quiet as i am. as loud people are startling it takes me a bit to get used to it. and i like that she’s not particularly emotionally expressive even though i’m at odds w/ her right now. oh btw last wk. my mom asked if i’d had my dr.’s appt. and I said I hadn’t and she went ‘hmmm…‘. i didn’t tell her anything more.cause i don’t. if it’s only going to upset people then........i don’t see the point in being that honest.

um so yeah.