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Daughter actually had to work yesterday.
I felt the same way Sunday that I did on Saturday which is not good.
Didn’t get to sleep as late as I wanted to. Was tired and wanted to sleep as much as I could but didn’t because of the 3feet of little person poking me in the back wanted to get up and play Transformers smashing the Decepticons. I love him but at 7:30 in the morning that I don’t have be up for, NO.

So we get up and go to a store to get cereal and milk and other household stuff. Fix breakfast, make coffee. Son wants to start drinking coffee. I make coffee at work from pre-measured packages and not the scoop out kind so I’ve forgotten how to make coffee. I use my coffee maker for tea mostly anyway so no I don’t know how to make coffee anymore, but we worked it out.

So I spent my Sunday, tired and wired (on coffee) and irritated with my grandson all the while loving him because I cannot make him think I don’t love him. Finally washed my dishes and got new trash bags.

After dinner, which was early, we resorted to relax on the couch because if he didn’t I was going to hang him by his cute little toes. He was playing on his tablet and I watched the season beginner of Poldark. I love that show and cling to it like I cling to Downton.

On Friday…

RJ and I went to the show that Scott invited us too. Awesome night. Great music was heard and discovered. I was introduced to a new band out of Chicago called Sidewalk Chalk. Kind of like the Black Eyed Peas except they use an actual band and a horn section. They were great.

The hilarious part was that My Obsession showed up. I didn’t even notice him walk in which would have been very easy to do because there were at the most 50 people there. RJ kept teasing me. First Scott said, “Hey, even Koz showed up.” And I looked and said, Oh Hey! and then proceeded to just listen to the music instead of trying to use my mental powers to get him to come over to us, me in particular. Then Scott made it known to RJ that he was there. Then some chick with tight pants and a big booty walked over to him and was talking to him and like hanging all on him. RJ looked at me and said, “So you’re just going to let that happen?” and the funny part about it is that I was watching that whole thing and I may have even had a grimace on my face about it. And I couldn’t help but die laughing because I think she saw it too. LMAO And then he moved and was talking to someone else and other people were all in the way. So when he finally came to where we were, he hugged RJ and then she turned around and looked at me like “Ha. I got a hug first.” and I just kept laughing because she was being a jerk about it. I still didn’t do the obvious girl thing of “look at me look at me”. I just waited until he noticed me to say hi. At the time he did, I was being blinded by the stage lights and then he turned and said, “Hey, What’s up?” and we did the side hug. I asked him what was going on with him and then he moved past and behind me and then disappeared. Whatever. Then I noticed that Scott was chatting up someone that I think was the opening act that we missed. I actually thought he was putting his mack down to get some birthday booty. LOL, but that wasn’t the case.

Now the pitiful part. I don’t have feelings for Scott or for My Obsession however, I like attention, a little. I know Obsession barely knows I’m alive and Scott probably sees me as this continuously drowning little puppy in need of saving, but it’s like I feel this uncomfortable, unwanted let down when no one pays attention to me. I will say that we (RJ, myself, Scott, and two of Scott’s friends) went to a close by pizza place after the show. It was a fun night. Walking down the street. At any rate… So during the show he walked up to me and put his arm around me, and I put mine around him and we were swaying and bopping to the music until someone came to speak to him. And it was cool. I didn’t feel like I was staking claim to him, but it was like it was in high school when you’re out and you got that go to person that when the lights go out for a movie in class and you cuddle and watch tv. LOL Yes. We did that shit. So with that said, I felt some kind of way when he talked to that other girl and they talked at length. But that’s what musicians do with each other.

I’m going to chalk this emotional bull up to PMS. It is raging right now. That’s why I’ve been super irritable toward gbaby.

Then I woke up at 5:30 this morning. I’m going to be tired after class tonight. But then again, I’ve not been getting sleep like I want to lately so, that’s really not anything new.

Went to karaoke on Saturday. DJ wasn’t there, but Panda was. They’ve put it downstairs since last Tuesday. Talked to one of my buddies who told me that the one guy got fired because he was causing a lot of people to leave and because one of them would have killed him because he put his hands on him. So with that said, my favorites came back. The bar owner and his wife split up. She got the more lucrative location and the house while he got this neighborhood spot and the apartment next door to me. They’ve been making money though which is good and as long as I got money I will spend it there.

As I was leaving, I was talked into staying for talking and one song by the guy that irks everyone. He has really calmed down and has been attentive to his girlfriend so he has redirected himself and has proven to be a pretty cool guy. LOL We had a great talk just catching up because I hadn’t seen him in a while. His girlfriend broke her foot so he’s been taking care of her and he figured that tonight was the night he would get out.

I have a question:

Do all extremely hairy men wear a thin gold herringbone necklace? I’ve been noticing that and he is no exception. LOL

And that’s all I have to say right now.
My son may need a new phone too.
Great.

Have wonderful days…

Kindest regards,
Sister

P.S. I wasn’t able to save this just yet because the neurodisruptive fire alarm went off. I made another observation. I’m a lonely individual. Everyone was standing in groups talking to each other and I was standing by myself. There are a few people I could have meaningful conversations with, but that would always be one on one. ::shrugs::

Dah well…