Saturday morning in New Diary

I have a worker that comes in and fixes breakfast for me and cleans. I love pancakes and she usually fixes pancakes for me. Problem is I have them almost every day. They also make me sick. I had pancakes yesterday and felt real bloated almost all day. I decided no more pancakes. They are very good but what is the sense of eating something that will make you sick. I will have to find something else for breakfast

I have been having some weird dreams . The other day I had this one dream that I was in college. My friends and I discovered this huge secret society that was bent on taking over the world. We had a list of names of people who belonged to this society. Many were very important people. My job was typing in the names of these people into a computer. The trouble was I couldn’t get access to a computer Dorm in the college had computers but there was no privacy. Also people were bothering me trying to get a look at the list. Then I became a marked man and everyone was out to get me

I had this other dream about a soldier. He was captured during the Korean War. He was held prisoner for fourteen years He finally got free only to be involved in another conflict. I remember seeing maps of campaigns and battles he fought in. IN this one battle he had a rifle and was determined to get revenge on his captors. He wanted to fight in this upcoming battle but the army thought he was too old to fight. In this one dream I remember seeing scenes from this battle. Enemy forces were massing a large army to attack our outposts. It was going to be a disaster. This man new of their plans but nobody would listen to him Eventually we lost the battle and the war.

Last night I had a dream about this man who was running for president. He was very old and senile. They were tying to keep this a from the public. He had a bad reputation of being very mean saying a lot of hurtful things about a lot of people. Anyways I met him. He was very nice and we became friends. I was in his living room. He was sitting on a chair watching tv. He was having a bad time about it and I was trying to help him.

I did a lot of reading in my book Creation of the American Republic 1776-1787 by Gordon S Wood. It is very hard but I am enjoying it. I am still reading about the idea of a mixed government. Like I said before a mixed government was based on three states of society the one, the few and the many. The framers of the state go constitutions believed that the best government had to have a mix of all there. Since there were no Kings the one was represented by the governor. The many or the people were represented by the state legislature. But what to do ab?out the few or the aristocracy. How was this group going to be represented?

The answer was the upper house of the state legislature. Nearly every state constitution formed during the revolution provided for an upper house. But there were many problems in creating this branch of the legislature. Since there were no hereditary aristocrats in the new states who would compose the upper houses.? The answer was the state aristocracy which was based on merit. These were men of distinction education and wealth based on property. They would act as a check against the lower houses which would represent the people

Anyways I did lot of reading in my book yesterday morning. Then I started to get tired. I I couldn’t concentrate Tried to lay down and take a nap but couldn’t sleep. I was very bloated and had a lot of stomach pain. Morning were fairly good but I was not doing too good in the afternoon.. Chocolatechip fixed a good supper and I perkd up after dinner.

Also I was not depressed yesterday. I was not ruminating about crap[ I was firly content. And I got my new glasses That is one thing I don’t have to worry about . Life is pretty good.

Now it is time for affirmations 1 I have a roof over my head. 2 I have insurance that pays for most of the cost of my meds.3 I have food to eat. 4 I have clothes to wear. 5 I have a wonderful fiancé in Chocolatechip. 5 I am not hooked on alcohol or drugs. 6 I am in fairly good physical heath. 7 I have a worker that comes I fixe breakfast and cleans. 8 I have phone internet and cable tv. 9 I have plenty of books to read.10 I have an SSI and social security check. 11 I am debt free everything I have is bought and paid for 12 I have a wonderful support system in Healthways

Life is pretty good. I have everything I need and more so theire is no reason to get depressed.

Last updated September 24, 2016