evan stuff bird fish contentment in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

so the last time evan & i talked. [which btw was almost 10 wks. 2.5 months ago. on fri. it’ll be. it’s mon. here atm] he said he just wants me to be happy. i have issues w/ that word and its use but anyway. [for grammar/definition reasons not.personal reasons]. even if it’s not w/ him. in the..........show ‘once upon a time’ robin hood said something to the queen about that i.think.

yes and that.again was one of the reasons I’d put off doing this for so long.was cause of his devotion. and ‘this’ being the not talking to him.thing. well a bird may love a fish but where would they live? well they.would live in 2 seperate but equal places. and that’s what we’re doing right now although living. has more than 1 definiton. um but anyway.

so on to my whole issues w/ definition thing. To me ‘happy’ is a momentary feeling. also it’s a v. loud emotion. whereas ‘content’ is much quieter [i might’ve mentioned this before]. like ok. stephanie was a happy person and that’s a reason i didn’t like her. that’s why i don’t like kate hudson. well ok. ever since I stopped waiting around for evan i’ve been so much better. and being better is a form of contentmennt. it’s like when someone’s sick and then they’re better.........and well hopefully content.

so yeah.