Can't sleep in New Diary

It is 12:30am. I had a good day today. Case manager came around 9:30 and took me to on my shopping errands. We went to the bank, Gumbys, Famous Hair and Wal Mart. After nearly a year I finally got a haircut and my beard shaved off. I am so happy I feel like a new man. Got some groceries at Wal Mart and then she took me home.

Chocolatechip liked my new look. I am glad of that. She likes beards so I grew a beard. Only trouble is I let it grow and grow. It was really wild and wooly I do not do beards very well. When I had a beard and almost shoulder length hair I looked like a bum .I feel much better shaved. I think I’m going to stay that way for a while

Well I made my last computer payment today. It was only $114.07 It is mine free and clear. I think I was on a high all afternoon. I never thought I would get this thing paid off but I stuck it out and paid it off. No more computer payments. I will have extra money next month so maybe we can get out a little bit. I am thinking without a burden of a computer payment I will have money and feel like leaving my apartment.

But I couldn’t wait until next month I wanted to celebrate now. Besides I just did not feel like cooking . Decided to order subs from Foxes.. Our favorite sub from that -place is their 13 inch steak and cheese. They are the best. I still plan on going out to our favorite Chinese restaurant next week. I set money aside for that. outing. I want t get out of my apartment and go someplace at least once this month.

I do not know what is going on with me. I am usually down in the dumps. I feel so damned tired all the time. But tonight I felt like I was on a high. I just felt so happy after getting a hair cut and being free from computer payments. I am soi happy could not settle myself down. Why wouldn’t I be happy? . Got a hair cut, got groceries got my computer paid off. I feel like I’m on a high or something . . I can’t calm down and I can’t seem to sleep. It looks like I will be up all night. I hope not. I hate it when I can’t sleep. Hope to hell I can get some sleep soon.

Last updated September 02, 2016